EZT S8 LIFE UPDATE!. [2019]

안녕헬로!. ^^ \m/

With this update, I will be almost 3 years behind blogging my memories. I'm really not proud of it. So here I am because I want to make an appreciation post to the people in my life and those of you who still come by here.

First of all, I made a new website. Do check it out here. Yes, I succumbed to the wix ads on Youtube. My channel is still updated every now and then, and I have quite a number of stuff to upload so I hope that you will be entertained by them.

2018 was a crazy year where I felt like I am finally getting the hang of adulting. Or so I thought!. Did not want to buy the cliche[?.] of "Club 27" but boy, I definitely felt it.

Literally, there were times when I just felt like I couldn't physically make it through to the next morning. Mental health was also a big issue suddenly and everyone was openly being negative so that didn't help either.

Not only do I hate myself for lacking empathy, it was tiring to be surrounded by negativity when I too am trying to keep my head above the waters in this pool that I am in too deep for my own good.

It sucks because I usually want to be a strong person but I end up getting drained by being other people's rock. I'm still sincere though. Like how I said it was tough, some people made it easy for me to get through the day too.

So today I just want to take time out to do what I used to do every year; compile a list of everyone who wished me happy birthday.

I know that usually this would be a part of my entire December month blogpost but I want to make this the spotlight this time. Also because I no longer feel the desire to declare the things that I do in life anymore if I don't see the need/want to.

So here goes!. Dang the last time I did this was 3 years ago. Time flies!!


*D-DAY; 28Y!. [181212]
Prepared a Youtube livestream as a birthday countdown. I'm low-key proud of myself for at least keeping this going. It sucks that in 2018 my Youtube Partner membership got revoked but whatever, #livEZTream!~ ^^ \m/

Yours truly!. #EZTS8 ;)

I just came back from work, and the whole time I was live on another social media to just prep myself up for the night's main livestream. 12.12 is a commercialised date too now. Great. As if I didn't need somein else to make me less special in December.

Some of you have already sent your wishes!! Perhaps you guys were already on your phones shopping... Not many presents though this year, so couldn't do a live unboxing.

Also, best birthday wishes to #lil1212bro, Leon and Seungri!. He was in town earlier this week and that screwed me up because he was in my country and celebrating his birthday with everyone else but me.

3 years ago I started a new page and now there's only 29 likes. Quite sad!. The weird thing is, there are still people supporting and liking my old page. Thank you eitherway~ :)

Here goes the moneyshots!. I believe I've read some on my livestream, but I'm just going to post it here anyway. As usual, here are the rest of the wishes!! See if you can spot yours~

First to come is Facebook. I'm just really thankful that some of the people I wanted to hear from, still gives a $hit about me.

Here are all the PMs~ Thank you ;)

This year I discovered a new AI that's been rather useful. Quite surprised to open this message to be honest!! XD

From other SNS :)

The only ones from messaging apps!. :)

Not forgetting those who wished me in person~ None from Twitter though but I'll live :D THANKZ A BILLION!! ^^ \m/

Anyways, after the stream I went to sleep and woke up to a not-so-surprise family celebration. This year I've learnt to fully embrace being #AuntiEZT / #AuntEZT , so when the cuties came running and gave me my present along with this gorgeous card, I feel so smug!. HAHA

It was really nice to be able to spend another birthday with my Gmum too!! That's about it. Back to work aka adulting. Lol.


*Nolzzati. [1221-23]
Okay, I admit, as usual my birthday started since December rolled in till the month is over. Since last year, I got myself a birthday staycay and I'm hooked!. I love it. It was awesome.

Thank you to those who came/wanted to and the belated wishes and presents!~ :)

The hotel was super nice and gave me a free upgrade with a lovely view overlooking the xmas lights at the mall nearby, and also a surprise cake on my first night ᄏᄏ

The mango cake was hella yummy. I didn't want to go home, even though it sucks that the spot with the nicest lighting is in between a mirror -.-

Nevertheless, I had a blast. Everyone was super sweet, and after all that life hustling, it was so worth it.

It happened to be in conjunction with #KpopAllIn2018 too, but I guess that's another post for another day. Meanwhile, you can watch the video below. Always nice to be back~

Overall it has been a memorable year for me, and I had a good wrap-up to stash it in my memories. Thank you.

By the time I finish publishing this and you're reading it, it's probably 2019 already and I hope that you have an amazing year ahead of you. May we stay strong and always go forth into achieving what we want in life. No retreat no surrender!.

Here's a new picture for you :)

Just kidding!. I still can't find a good quote/picture to replace that. Somehow whenever I end up here, it still seems relevant, and I hope that whoever that scrolled till here feels the same way. Feel free to shoot me some suggestions though!~

I swear I am getting a hang of adulting and the whole quarter-life crisis thing, so.. we shall meet again. And hopefully, soon. :)

STAY AWESOME!!

And write your own story!. ;)

CHEERS!~ ^^ \m/

EZT S8.