Not only that, the only account I could get into isn't the main one and for some unknown weird reason my graphic card just didn't work anymore!! My laptop plays a huge part of how I sustain a living so it was beyond frustrating.
I really didn't want to get a new one and Comex just ended anyway. ㅠㅡㅠ Could only watch Balmain's livestream which made me feel a bit better~
After a solid session of just sitting down trying to figure things out with some help, FINALLY!. Never thought I could be so happy to see the "Welcome" screen :')
Semi-solved it using the setup boot method. Feels so good to be able to edit videos in a software again!! I edited the rant video above using Youtube Video Editor!. Which turns out to be pretty decent for simple editing~ (Y)
It's really amazing how far Youtube has come!. From the 10-minutes-maximum "add friend"-instead-of-subscribe days till now with all the partnership program and creator studios. Not paid to say this by the way, I just think that the new generation is very lucky~
Pretty happy that some of my friends got through though!. They were cool enough to deal with my saltiness hahahahaha~ Generally I believe that we have done our best and should be proud of ourselves for taking this step forward and joining this competition!~ ;)
THANKZ A BILLION ALL OF YOU!~ :)
Last-minutely scrambled to get an outfit prior to the event!. You know you've handled costumes when you can stuff at least 3 things in your hat!~ ᄏᄏ ;)
Do you know how hard it is to find a Halloween costume these days that isn't too revealing/slutty?. Felt like it took me forever to find a decent cop outfit -_-"
In a different filter. The intention was as inspired by BTS's Jungkook in Dope, but the hat kind of gave an SNSD Genie MV vibe?? :)
Decided to forgo the hat because I would be shaking it... off [ewww reference] hahah
Changing in *Scape toilet. I'm so glad it all worked out :D
Think I can work a full uniform look?? :*
Probably my first time ever in a head-to-toe cosplay. Prior to Kpop or the Korean Wave I am a huge Japan/Anime/Manga lover, but their human characters are always so lean and tall or overly cute or sexy. ..
Finally getting to fit into another character's look [even though it was tailored] was really satisfying!! I didn't really embody my character full-on but some people noticed it's Rin Matsuoka's!~ ^^ \m/
FIRST GROUP LET'S GO~~ [MY FIRST TIME SEEING EM DANCE TOGETHER IN REAL LIFE!! 어머오모 :')]
Okay the initial plan was to go with 2 friends. One of em cancelled last minute ["I cannot EZT I just can't" hahahaha okiez~ XD] while the other probably died [seriously didn't hear from him until after the audition -____-"]. Whatever.
Reached and surprisingly... Nunsaram is here!! RIP Spanish Doughnuts, I had quite a number of memories with you... Me Gustas Tu~ :'(
When you join the queue even though you already know you won't make it...
Part 1 of the class when I still got my $hit together :)
Thanks for this picture!. :D This is the part where I realize it's 3 teachers for EACH group and not each group just learn from one choreo from one. Quite cool to think that they can teach 3 classes back to back while judging. But it was really scary. Like going for an exam you can't study for that has 3 invigilators. My heart was beating so fast!!
멘붕!. By the time we reached part 3 I was already so out of it :( At first I thought it would be those intimidating kind of auditions but honestly, I had fun [somehow]. They were friendly and funny, randomly chatting a bit about Naruto and making some jokes [I guess boys will be boys??]. Made me want to try harder although I.. confirm "cmi" :')
Thought I wanted to buy some of their Kinjaz Kollection that they brought down on my way out but I was way too embarrassed to get any merch!! Felt so unworthy~ ._. The title of this in my diary was "The Day I Kena Kinjabanged Left Right Center" hahaha :3
Yesterday was a freakin' dope day. Got to create w/ my brothas @patcruz & @mikefal and then had a 👌 turnout from the Singapore dance community at our audition for the @jamrepublicofficial show. Thank you to everyone who came out and shared good energy with us! 🐯🔥 #kinjabang #kinjaz #movementintheshadows #kinjazinSingapore
Anywayz. Really want to give a massive shoutout to the people who deal with me in life... In between bitching about betrayal and spazzing about senpais. Thankz for entertaining me even though dance is not your "thing", wishing me good luck, and most importantly thanks for believing in me even though you probably don't know what I'm getting myself into!! HAHAH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH~ ❣
Bumped into some friends too thanks to the cypher. When you try to confess who's your Kinjaz "bias" by whispering but the music's too loud. Heheh :D
The goodie bag!. Some badges and a pin, decal, sticker and umbrella... Nice!! And it's red~ (Y)
All in all, October 2015 was a nice follow-up after the crazy September. What was supposed to be a "closing chapters" period might've started another... And I'm not complaining. :)
Almost half of 2016 had passed and it feels like I'm still waiting on somein to happen. I've been trying to live like a "normal person" [after the crazy summer lol] but it's really starting to be boring when I only have memories to haunt me. Anyone know what I can do till August?? :(
I NEED BACKUP!. ;)
CHEERS!! ^^ \m/